How was the feeling when "It" did??
On the 25th and 26th of April 2009, I attended a Charismatic Youth Rally. I was really reluctant to go at 1st because I had my final exams on the 27th! BUt i went and part of me did not regret me attending this rally as at this very day 26th of april at around 3.30 i felt the holy spirit lying on me FOR THe FIRST TIME in my entire life of being a Catholic!
At first all of us planned to go back after the session but i did not know what that made us all stay back for the praying over!
At first I was kinda worried as I wanted to go back home and my aunt was calling me already. So I just sat there thinking of the ways of transport to bring me back home! As i was thinking, the speaker, a priest started calling on the Holy Spirit to come down! From then I don't know why but I feel assured that everything is ganna be alright. I am going to go home safely without any hassle!
So as the priest called the Charismatic people to come in front, I started to shake! I tried to stop but I just stood there shaking. My heart started racing like never before! In my mind was thinking why am I shaking?? Am I afraid of GOD??? or rather the holy spirit!
So as those people started laying hands on the people in front of me, I shook harder. As I saw one by one they fell my heart raced faster. My body shook harder and sweat start forming at my forehead. When it was my turn I just suddenly calmed down. So the lady whispered to my ear "My dear Jesus loves you!" I nodded and closed my eyes. In about 1 minute of her saying a prayer my legs suddenly felt so weak. I felt as though someone is pushing me back. And down I go! *what happen here I don't know how to describe in words*
As they lay me on the floor I tried to get up but then there was a strong force pushing me down! I had no strength to fight the force to lift myself up. So I just laid there opening my eyes staring at the ceiling! When finally I could get up I was thanking God for that feeling!
This experience is and will be treasured in me forever as I don;t think I can ever forget it. I may not be the holiest person but all I have to do is know that God is here for me and He Loves me!
Jesus loves you!
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awesome. =)
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